I'm in a process of transforming my whole life. Spiritually, emotionally, mentally, and even financially.I currently weigh 350lbs. Trying to find the courage to just start. Strangely finding myself with unreasonable fears. Why am I fighting this process of change? First of all, I DO NOT want to take a full body shot. Knowing full well that posting a picture of myself would force me to look at the only gu...