Colleen, where have you been?!? One thing I can pat myself on the back for is that I never stopped wanting this, never stopped talking with Hubbie about how much I wanted it. Never stopped telling my spiritual facilitator how much I wanted this. My persistence has been scatty, but at least I could think about going to the gym (when the effort seemed overwhelming), or at least I could just show up, or at least I could lift some we...