Bill Phillip's | Transformation

Great to Extraordinary

 

Today is "All Hallow's Eve"  It is also the eve of my next 18 weeks of doing Transformation at a challenge level.  I am feeling so good this Halloween, free of the hold that sugar once had over my life.  I am excited to continue pushing through what I thought I could do.  I am excited to anticipate the miracles that show up when we open ourselves to more. 

This is my blog from June 29.  It summarizes really well where I was at in starting the last challenge:

Good to Great

What this Transformation means to me......

First, I must say that I feel very fortunate to be at a stage with my life---physical, emotional, spiritual--

that is good. Really, really good.  If it never got any better I could accept that and be genuinely grateful. 

I am thrilled to get some control over my body through the practice of BFL and my physical and mental health have never been better.  I started to feel pretty comfortable with things, and then came Bill with this new Transformation Challenge.  I thought for a while I would enjoy standing on the sidelines and cheering the rest of you on.  I am a natural cheerleader and even though I retired my pom poms a few decades ago, it comes from my heart to root for others. 

But when Bill posed the good to great idea, I had to admit there was no excuse not to participate.  In fact, who was I to play small?  Why is it more comfortable to be good?  Why does the idea of going for great scare me (if I'm honest) 

Doing assignment 1 wasn't easy.  No problem with the photo. I really appreciate my body and am totally cool with patiently exchanging flab for fab.  I've seen the progress, slow as it's been.  I'm stronger than ever. 

What doesn't show up in the photo is the part of me that kind of went away and hid out.  A part of my spirit that I have hid from the world.  I had my good reasons at the time.  I needed to get still and sort some things out.  But it's time to get back in the game I was designed to play.  The sidelines won't cut it now.

This writing by Marianne Williamson describes what I'm feeling perfectly: 

Our Greatest Fear

"It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us.

It is our light not our darkness that most frightens us.   We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous,
talented and fabulous?     Actually, who are you not to be?  You are a child of God.   Your playing small does not serve the world.   There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you.     We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us.
It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone.   And as we let our own light shine,
we unconsciously give other people
permission to do the same.   As we are liberated from our own fear,
Our presence automatically liberates others." 

So I am in this challenge, all in.  Good to great.  I'm going to shine so bright I'll glow in the dark. Feeling the "deepest fear", and doing it anyway.  - From blog June 29 '08.

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Today: Wow!  Stuck with it and I really do feel great. Life's feeling great.  I feel so much more like "me"...I feel cleaner, brighter, lighter, more relaxed.  With that comes going with life's flow so much more freely.  It doesn't feel like the end. I feel prepared, like something big is starting, calling.  

So as I embark on the next 18 weeks I am calling this "Great to Extraordinary."

During it I will be celebrating my "Halfway to 100" birthday and  I will be training for my first triathalon. 

What's the difference between ordinary and extraordinary?   The extra!!!    Extra effort in the things I do.  Extra love with everyone I connect with.  Extra care for myself and others.  Extra kindness in my actions.  Extra awareness.  Extra light in my outlook. Extra service.  Extra open for the amazing to happen.  Extra faith for going to the edge.  Extra gratitude for everything.

Happy Halloween!  Happy Transforming!