The power of this process
The power of this process
As many of you know since October of last year I have been fighting the battle of cancer with my “mom” who at the time was given 2 years to live. We were told that her cancer was everywhere, not curable, only “manageable”.
I began this process with a very open mind, and positive heart believing that it was my purpose to create a new path of feelings, beliefs, and thoughts for her. I know her and I know the pain her life has held, the fear, anger and resentment she was harboring and I know the power of this transformation process to heal lives on a very real level. I wanted her to move on from this life to the next with peace in her heart.
So each Friday I struck up conversation, leading her to share her thoughts and feelings with me surrounding her entire life’s journey. Its been a wonderful cleansing experience. I could SEE her face change, loosen and not be so hardened from anger. I could see light come back to her eyes. I witnessed the tears of release and the sharing of all that she held so tightly inside of her. I shared with her all I have learned here, from Bill, from these lessons and assignments without ever really letting her in on what I was doing =) I’m sneaky like that…..had my intentions been made she probably would not have been so open and willing. She’s stubborn like that.
There are no coincidences in this life. As we work together to bring peace and healing into her life each week something unexpected happened. Something that will bring the most powerful closure to her life. A sister, who disappeared without a trace more than 60 years ago has come back into her life, also seeking closure, forgiveness and peace. This caused great pain in her family, everyone imagined the worst. Her abduction, rape and murder, buried somewhere never to be found again……all the pain her disappearance caused the family is unimaginable. And here she is…..during the final chapter of both their lives. Amazing! My heart over flows for both of them to have this chance to be set free.
Last week while I was gone on vacation my mom had tests done to check the status of her heart and her cancer. Miraculously the cancer in her neck is GONE. They lymph nodes have shrunk…and everything looks great! Her doctor says its absolutely a miracle! That we now have at least 4 years….not one more like originally thought.
We greatly underestimate the power forgiveness has in our lives. We don’t realize the extent of the damage being caused by stress, anger, fear and resentment. Letting that all go, slowly through the months is HEALING her body, mind and spirit.
Please follow this through. Do all 18 steps and then do them again, and again and make them a part of your life, your belief system, WHO you truly ARE and heal your body, your mind and your spirit. This is more powerful than any of us realize….she is living proof!!!
The effect of our ripple is truly infinite!!!