Bill Phillip's | Transformation

I HAVE WHAT????????

Last night I had my long awaited appointment with a psychiatrist.  I was not referred but decided to seek out a mental health professional in the hopes of finally figuring out what makes me tick as part of my spiritual and mental Transformation Process.  My husband came home early to watch the kids and off I went.We discussed basic info as this was the initial intake interview.  I was asked about my childhood, my siblings, my paren...

Are You Pregnant?

I feel like I am, but not in the way you may think.  I have that feeling of hope and possibilities and nurturance and the desire to protect it with every fiber of my being.  I am pregnant with possibilities.  I am growing inside a strong and healthy commitment to God, my family, my community.  I will protect and feed it; feed it with only healthy foods, healthy thoughts and healthy actions.  I will rest and take care of t...

I was killing myself!

I woke up this morning feeling pretty foggy, almost like I had spent the night doing shots of tequila with margarita chasers.  I sat up and tried to swing my legs out of bed and everything got a little grey, I was dizzy.  Internal check:  Had I been drinking?  Nope.  Pregnant?  Impossible (tubal ligation 3 years ago).  Flu?  No-everything else seems to be in order, but man, am I tired.I went in and got...

The Beginning

He tapped my shoulder, a little rougher than usual.  I opened my eyes with a start.  It sure was sunny in the room.  “What’s wrong?” I asked.  He looked at me with mix of incredulousness and disgust.  “You don’t remember last night?” he asked.  I didn’t.   “I remember I cleaned the bathrooms then took a bubble bath and put a peel-off mask on my face…and ...