I have started this transformation. I want to change. I want to let go of all my troubles, pain, worries, poor health, etc etc etc. I have to admit though, I am afraid. I dont know why, yet. I don't know why I dont believe in myself. I keep thinking G, everyone else thinks I can't do it, maybe they are right. Is that self pitty? I am sure it is. I just think people see me as a certain way and probably dont believe that I will ever change, o...