Bill Phillip's | Transformation

Day 11

Hey to all,

This marks my 11th day anniversary of healing, being, and moving on. So congrats to everyone that is making the effort to a higher self. It's really amazing how much one can miss out on being depressed and unhealthy. I can't speak for everyone, but I am starting to appreciate the small things in life that can easily be missed. The air seems a little cleaner, the ground is a little more firm, and the colors of life have a little more depth.

Bill and Coach were talking about self forgiveness the other night and I think they made an excellent point, one must forgive one's self before they can truly accept the path to recovery. I don't think I have ever done that. I guess I always thought that I could forgive myself when I finished, but in a way thats a easy way out. When you've "finish" your recovery, most will decided to forget their mistake. At that time though you've lost the process and surely can get sucked into old patterns. The point I'll eventually get to is, humans make mistakes. Humans can also fix them. Give yourself a break. It's only going to eat at you if you don't.

Sunday is Funday,

Mike