I have a million different emotions going through my head. Im excited, scared, and nervous. What I think Im scared about the most is the fact that this transformation is going to be hard work and a hugh committment to myself. you see, I have no problem with hard work in fact, thats my work ethic. However, when it comes to working hard for myself on myself--------------Well, thats a totally different story. I want this sooooooooooooo much!! I just...