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So very ready !!!
Last June, only weeks after Jonnae had passed, I was intent on moving forward and sharing all that I'd learned, we'd learned, together. I talked of publishing the journal I'd kept those last months of her earthly life. Some people were supportive; some expressed their concern, they didn't feel I was allowing myself adequate time to feel the loss. (I've used analogies of pregnancy and birth throughout the year. The comparisons are so easy and don't seem to ever stop.) Sometimes parents lose a baby and immediately try to get pregnant again. Some support it, some worry. But God is the determining factor and if it's His will, when the time is right, He'll create a new life. He's done that in me. I'm not talking about a baby in the literal sense as a human being, but in the figurative since, as with this book.
The talk of my creating a book began in June, but it wasn't until October that God "announced" to me it was time. Much like the first trimester in a pregnancy, there was an excitement that came with the announcement, as well as the question, "Am I really ready for this?" The initial months didn't reflect much was growing, but I remained in faith and moved naturally with God, the Father and Creator of this baby.
I got excited as He scheduled my first ultrasound in March, an event in CA with agents, publishers, and professionals in the book industry. The picture didn't produced the results I had hoped for. It was like those first shots I saw of my real babies. (ultrasounds have come a long way since then) Back when I was in the "baby making business" the shots weren't real clear. You could only make out enough to see there was indeed a baby there. And that's about all that was confirmed in CA, a book was there.
It wasn't until April that there was evidence the book was undeniably developing and a due date established. The birth of this baby is near and I'm finding myself very much like a pregnant mother in the last months of pregnancy. Exhausted, emotional, and just ready to push it out. lol. You think I'm kidding? I told my publisher, "When a mother gives birth, the nurses take over for a few days, to give her rest. I'm so ready for you to be my nurse." :)
I'm eager to give birth. A mother sacrafices a lot to do what's best for the baby. This book experience is the same in that capacity as well. For the miracles I'll witness as a result of them, it's so worth it, but I'm ready for this phase to end and the next one to begin. It won't come without the challenges a new mom (or author) faces, but it'll be something different and I'll be able to reclaim some of my prepregnancy life that I've been missing :)
You'll get an announcement when the baby's born, just incase you'd like to hold it. I'm anxious to witness how God's Light and Love will comfort and lift you when your eyes fall upon it, just as with any of His precious creations.
The name's been chosen already - Heavenly Birth - A Mother's Journey, A Daughter's Legacy
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I am so excited for you!
Just wanted to let you know that I support your decision to write this book 100%. Celebrating your daughters life and all the experiences you shared together is the greatest thing you can do!!!! I look forward to be being blessed by your book!!!!
I'm very excited about getting to know more about your lovely baby.
I can't wait. It will be a gift I will share with many.
Well look at me catching up. I am so excited for you sweet one. Love you bunches and bunches, too. Butterfly and Eskimo kisses, AuntT
Beautiful Denise! I can't wait to hold it! Janice
Wow, Denise. I will get a box of kleenex ready to experience what I know will be a most beautiful story.
Oh Denise, I can't wait! It will be beautiful - just like you. I love the title!! ~~Janice
Hi Denise, I just stopped by your page to say hello when I came across your blog. You've got me soooo excited!!!! I can't wait to cradle the Baby and spend lots of time with it!! LOL............. I'm so happy for you and I've no doubt in the world thats it's going to be one of the best books in the world!!!!! Best of Luck Hun.....((((HUGS))))
This is AMAZING!! I can't wait to read it and share it!! Alicia called me while I am in Alaska and said "You have to read Denise's blog!!" She wouldn't tell me what it was about. What a great surprise. I'm thankful for the I Get To movement already, I can't wait to have a book to share as well!! ~Brian
Denise wow you are amazing and this will be a gift to the world and allow your daughter's life to shine through.
I have goosebumps. Something you always seem to incite in me. I am SO PROUD OF YOU, my dear friend. I am moved to tears in witnessing your strength up close. I am praying for an easy delivery and peaceful recovery for you in this birth. God bless you for making the sacrifices to bless others with Jonnae's legacy. I'm so thankful I GET TO be a quiet witness to your grand journey. All my love to you, my IT girl. OXOX Elizabeth
Oh my goodness! I can't WAIT to hold your baby. Got uses your I GET TO bracelet all the time, and opens up doors for me to share your story. Can't wait to not only be blessed by reading your story, but to be able to put it in the hands of others so they can be blessed by your example of courage and strength as well. This is going to be awesome!! Keep touching and changes lives Denise. So, so hapyy we've met. Love you! ~Alicia
Wishing you a fast and painless delivery on you new "baby"! God Bless. ~Mike
Denise: The rabbi Abraham Heschel once said: every person should "have a child, write a book or plant a tree" to leave a legacy behind when they pass from this earth. What a wonderful way to sustain Jonnae's legacy by writing this book. I am sure it will help a lot of people too! Can't wait to read it! Peace, Christine
wow, I have chills up and down my back right now; this is so cool for all the right reasons!
Hi Denise, WOW, the way you write is incredible. I can't wait to read your book. I have over the last few weeks as I started the transformation journey read your blogs, and watched your story, many times. You are such strength to me. God Bless you, for sharing yours and your daughters story with the world, but as well with sharing a part of you with me, and showing me, what is possible. Thank you Bev
Denise, I am so excited for the birth of your new booK! What a beautiful ministry of LOVE! Loving YOU! Shari
Denise, I'm so looking forward to reading your book, you are such an amazing person. I know this will be THE BOOk no one can put down (til they're done reading it_) Take Care and GOD Bless you my friend. Kathi
Aloha Denise, you and your baby are a true blessing. As always, thank you for sharing because it really sheds a lot of light in all the right places. Mahalo, john
Denise...I am in tears reading this already... I can not imagine what your open soul has put upon the bounds of a book with the beauty that both you and Jonnae have brought to this community. I am so honored and humbled by your presence in my life. You teach me everyday, and I listen everyday. I am a better person all around because of your presence in my life - I can not wait to hold your new baby....God Speed Good Friend - Love and Light ♥Kelli♥
I'm so excited for this dream to be brought to fruition for you,Denise! This baby is going to have a ton of T.com Aunties and Uncles clamoring to hold it :) -Karyl
Hi Denise :<) - I'm looking forward to holding your baby. I love the title. Blessings, Paul :<)
Blessing to you and your baby, may the Lord keep you both healthy and safe. You are truly an amazing lady! -Hugs
Denise, I am so eager to read your book... I know that you're putting your whole heart and soul into it and that it's going to be absolutely beautiful!
You are so amazing! This is a beautiful post and a beautiful example of transformation touching every area of your life. Your willingness to share your journey will bless many people. I look forward to your announcement when the baby is born and can't wait to hold it in my hands! Thank you for being an example of being willing to take God's direction no matter what! Have a beautiful day. BJ
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