Bill Phillip's | Transformation

Finish line...

Today I'm sitting here at work thinking about these past 3 months.  I've been laid up with a broken ankle...not able to do anything.  I let my foot injury give me excuses to not eat well.  I ate crappy for the better portion of 3 months. 

Now...this morning I worked up the courage to step back onto the scale...to see how much damage I'd done.  I had set myself up and prepared myself for maximum damage.  Low and behold I had only gained 5-7 pounds in the 3 months I'd been laid up.  Thank you God.

Now...I know where I'm at.  I'm finishing up my assignments and sending in my packet within the next week or so.  I know I made huge changes in my first finished challenge.  I am so raring to get started on the 2nd challenge!  But...I know I have to finish what I started ... do the packet and send it in before I can even think about doing assignment #1.

I am now thinking from the end...thinking about the end of my 2nd challenge and thinking about going in and having those children we've been waiting to have.  I can feel the happiness...I can see how well my body takes to a pregnancy without the weight dragging it down.  I can watch in my mind how easy it is to manage my gestational diabeties with the nutritious and good foods I put into my body...feeding my twins.  I can feel how good it is to be able to exercise while pregnant...to be able to walk and feel energized and happy.  I can feel the happiness in my family as we go through preparing for our new bundles of joy to arrive.  I feel the peace and joy of being able to keep active and fit throughout the pregnancy.  I see an easy labor and a quick birth of my bundles of joy and a quick recovery from delivery. 

I see my relationship with my husband being solid and firm.  I can feel the feelings of joy and love and desire for him as we raise our family together.  I see our children being happy and our family being stress free.

This...this is a perfect life I'm living.