Thread: Falling down...
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Old 07-08-2008, 01:08 PM   #6 (permalink)

floorance

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Thanks to everyone who responded to my previous post/blog. I see why Bill calls this a family - we are all here for eachother to support one another. It's beautiful and very moving.

So, here I am - sitting behind my desk at work and being in the present moment - not letting the pain of the past confuse me or define me...not letting the work of the future overwhelm me...just being in the now. It feels peaceful...probably more peaceful than I have felt in a long time.

Being here allows me clearer perspective on what my intentions are - why I am choosing to alter my life. I love who I am...I love my life and all the people in it. I want to continue to grow and I feel that today I've taken a huge step onto the bridge of the abyss. You know...I do have a fear of heights so I will not be looking down...I will not be looking back...I will not be looking anywhere but directly ahead of me and with each step forward I will be in the present moment, moving towards the person that already exists underneath it all.

So today begins the journey of 1,000 miles...and I have now taken the first step.

I am truly Blessed..