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Old 05-10-2012, 10:10 PM   #1 (permalink)

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Message from "Dancer at Heart"

My Mom, Pauline (known here as "Dancer at Heart") asked me to post a message that she wrote from her hospital bed:

As a dancer and lover of theater, one of my loves from long ago was the production of “The Man of La Mancha,” which was based upon the book, “Don Quixote de la Mancha,” and whose theme song was “The Impossible Dream.”

Don Quixote insisted that the “reality” that everyone around him believed was not all there was, and certainly not all that we should strive for. People called him crazy, and they laughed at him when he did things like tilting at windmills and seeing the beauty of Dulcinea in a common wench, who was unable to see her own beauty, yet he reached for the star that was in his vision. He said, “When life itself seems lunatic, who knows where madness lies? Too much sanity may be madness. To seek treasure where there is only trash. Perhaps to be practiced is madness. And madness of all, to see life as it is and not as it ought to be.”

Following in the footsteps of that glorious standard-bearer, I am currently being told the medical reality that I have at least stage 3 lung cancer that has spread to a couple of other areas in my body. I want to deal with all of the best that medical science can provide within that reality. However, since I am an graduate apprentice of both Don Quixote and of Merlin the Magician, and have been initiated as a Kahuna in the Hawaiian native culture, I choose to reach for the impossible star, to see life as it could be, and to ask for divine and human support to move in that direction.

For all of my family, friends, colleagues, clients, and other travelers on this path, I know that the impossible is possible. For example, I have the experience of hiking on a broken leg in Hawaii, while being blessed by a Kahuna, and medical doctors say that wasn’t possible.

I have both the faith and the ability to ask for help in that direction. I am finally learning to open my heart. I am at peace in either case. But, any and all support that I can ask for and receive along the direction of healing is welcome with an open heart.

Please keep me in your prayers.

Namaste, peace, and blessings,
Pauline
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Old 05-10-2012, 10:46 PM   #2 (permalink)

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My prayers are with you and your mom Kimberly. May you both find comfort, peace & healing. xoxo Carolynn
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Old 05-11-2012, 01:29 AM   #3 (permalink)

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PRAYERS TOO, FOR KIMBERLY

AND PAULINE FROM LAS VEGAS

AND WHEREVER I WILL GO!!

LOVE YOU!

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Old 05-11-2012, 06:48 AM   #4 (permalink)

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My prayers and healing energy are with Pauline at this time. Miracles are possible Pauline and my heart is with you.
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Old 05-11-2012, 08:42 AM   #5 (permalink)

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Awww girl sending love, hugs and prayers your way ~ her way.

All things are possible!!!!
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Old 05-11-2012, 08:54 AM   #6 (permalink)

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If anyone wants to send messages to my mom, here is her Facebook page:

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?...9889564&ref=ts

If the link does not work, I can pass along messages to her from here. Thank you.
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Old 05-11-2012, 10:46 AM   #7 (permalink)

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Much love to you and to your mom, Kimberly. I appreciate her message and will keep her in my prayers.
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Old 05-11-2012, 11:31 AM   #8 (permalink)

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I will be keeping you both in my thoughts and prayers. Your mom sounds like such a strong woman and if anyone can fight this, she can!!
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Old 05-11-2012, 11:37 AM   #9 (permalink)

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Hi Kim
I and your mom have never meet and I am charmed already by what she has written. You are both in my thoughts. Please consider when one medical model can do no more or says "there is no more that can be done" that there are other medical models that claim something more can be done. Please google the work of Dr Richard Shultz in particular the "Inncureable Program" . There are other modalities as well but this is one I know and can share. ~ david
Old 05-11-2012, 12:03 PM   #10 (permalink)

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Kim and Pauline,

Sending healing, positive thoughts and prayers your way. I so love your Mom's spirit -- I believe in miracles, they happen every day!

Hugs to you both!

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Old 05-11-2012, 03:49 PM   #11 (permalink)

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Prayers are on the way as well!!!
Old 05-11-2012, 05:02 PM   #12 (permalink)

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Thank you all so much for your prayers. I know Mom will enjoy reading this thread, as it is already filled with positive energy and hope. God bless you.
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Old 05-11-2012, 06:46 PM   #13 (permalink)

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My thoughts and prayers are with you Pauline.

Your words are of great comfort as they point to a Spirit

filled with Hope for whatever the future may bring. I pray

for the miraculous healing that I know is possible, but I

pray even more for your continued buoyancy and peace.

God Bless your Journey.


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Old 05-12-2012, 04:06 AM   #14 (permalink)

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Dear Beautiful Kimberly. Hey girl... hugs... silent.. sincere.. warm hugs from my heart to yours. You are a wonderful woman girl and a great daughter! Know that my prayers are with you and with your Mom. I sent her a message on Facebook thanks for the link to do that! No magical words for you can ease things at this time and I won't pretend that I have any....but know for sure without a doubt that I will pray that God heal her. I don't believe in praying in a way that God would think I don't believe He can do more than I can imagine. He is all powerful and mighty and gracious and loving... I will always ask believing and then wait for His plan of time to show up in the days ahead. I am praying for strength for you. I am here for you as are we all.... thanks for sharing dear girl. Love ya!
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Old 05-12-2012, 10:02 AM   #15 (permalink)

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LOVE AND PRAYERS SENT TO PAULINE!
God Bless you,
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Old 05-14-2012, 01:00 PM   #16 (permalink)

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Thank you for sharing this Kimberly. Prayers and positive thoughts of healing energy are being sent Pauline's way. God bless.
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Old 05-23-2012, 08:29 PM   #17 (permalink)

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Still thinking of you! Prayers for you, your mom and family. -Jillian
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Old 06-25-2012, 12:49 AM   #18 (permalink)

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As a quick update, Mom's cancer has been diagnosed as metastasized, stage 4 lung cancer. She is currently undergoing both chemotherapy and radiation treatments. I know she would appreciate it if you would please keep her in your prayers.

Thank you.
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Old 06-25-2012, 10:09 AM   #19 (permalink)

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Kimberly, saying a prayer for healing for your Mom right now, and for peace and comfort for you. God bless.
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Old 07-02-2012, 01:12 PM   #20 (permalink)

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In my prayers. With Love, Lori


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