As I go through this part of my transformation process with t.com I see myself moving back to where I was before some pain got in my way. Okay I let it get in my way and get me off track, derailed, but I'm back on track now and it's because of t.com. This is long just to warn you!! I should have chosen the user name longwinded instead of my name, which really is my name btw, Andrea Land.

My transformation started years ago with other personal growth methods such as Personal Mastery and Sacred Contract work. In that process I discovered the law of attraction, reciprocation and began living a more magical life. Things just worked, all the time, and then something really tough happened in June 2007, an emotional trauma and faith crisis which created more physical issues and that connection I had worked so hard to establish with Creation was blocked again. It still worked sometimes but not nearly the way it had before.

Then I landed here! And in 5 weeks that connection has been restored, renewed, energized, more powerful than ever. I am more powerful than ever and it's only week 5. Seriously I feel like if I keep going at this rate I will be like Superman flying around the Earth backwards to undo the damage that's been done by week 18!

I know this to be true because of the magical experiences I keep having, some of them are small things, but when you add them all up for me it's proof that it's working. I have regained the ability to follow my intuition 99% of the time no matter what other outside influences try to tell me to do it differently.

Here are a few examples and yesterday was one of those magical days.

#1) My husband has been after me for awhile to call our ISP provider and deal with the wireless issues we have. I knew that it had to happen when it was the right time. That may sound funny but with our cable company it's a real "box of chocolates."

I called yesterday and happened to get a very kind and overly qualified customer service person who was filling in for that department. It turned out he is a tech support guru. He was able to check my modem via computer, educate me about all our options, what I can do to fix it and help me make a decision on how to proceed. If I had not gotten this particular man named Chris, who for all I know could be a t.commer, I would've had lots of wasted time with service calls we didn't need and spending money that would be wasted.

#2) I took my son to the Cost Cutters we normally visit which is always a quick wait. This time it was absolutely packed. My kids cooperated beautifully waiting patiently with some books and a bag of veggie booty. I knew that we should wait it out and not come back later as I would normally do. When my son was finally called in I recognized the stylist who I'd never seen at Cost Cutters before. We figured out her son who is a year older than mine had gone to the same private school last year. Turns out she is homeschooling too now!! She only fills in here and there at CC for extra $$$. She gave me her phone number and we are going to get together with our kids.

I know these may seem like small things but they happen over and over and over and over again. And it's a magical way to live. The signs are everywhere when you take a moment to read them!

I thank Bill P. and everyone here who gives me so much strength, love and support.

Andrea,

There is a lot of great energy in this post. You requested feedback on this post and I am taking that as a invitation to see if we can open your awareness even further.

In this post, you use the words magic or magical a few times. Is it really magic? Are the events you describe a kind of magic trick? I think the word "magic" is a kind of shorthand we use for something much more powerful and real. I invite you to do some thinking, feeling and writing about how your deep participation in bringing these events about and how you helped them unfold.

Matt

PS, In asking you these questions, I'm not pretending that I have the answers to them. I do think that they are useful.

Matt! Thank you!!! You are absolutely right and that is why I asked you to stop by. I still seem to have a sort of Disneyesque Tinkerbell view of the process sometimes and I needed to be reminded that it's me, I'm doing it with purposeful intent, I minimize it with my word choice because I can't seem to get past the idea that to say I made it happen is some kind of arrogance on my part.

You talked about not having a matte finish anymore and I can relate because I am the classic "hiding my light under a bushel" person. If I hadn't been involved in entertainment I think I would've remained entirely secluded and hidden from view as much as possible.

(Whew here it comes again, that flood of stuff, that needs to be written. Childhood, blah blah blah, fear, hiding in the corner, nobody puts baby in the corner, if I only I'd listened to the man sooner.)

I knew you would know what I needed to ask myself. Thank you!

So without any fear of retribution, scorn, ridicule, or exposing myself to compromised integrity I say when you read of my experience above it is an example of how through my connection to the source I consistently manifest beautiful experiences for me and all those around me. With pure love in my heart for all other beings and for myself I am capable of creating beauty and synchronicity all around me that makes life a harmonious journey.

Love this post and the conversation between Matt and yourself Andrea. And how we actually do unfold and manifest our life! Powerful stuff. I prefer to call them miracles rather than magic. Although now I wonder are they really miracles? Or is just pure consistent manifestation. I truly believe with all my heart and soul that we are connected with Source and are One and that our core beliefs, thoughts, feelings, actions and behaviors do create our exterior world and to know this is so rewarding. I have choice and with purposeful intent. Free Will. This removes all victimization of any sort.

I believe this is wonderful news to know that I can change it and God (or whatever you choose to call IT) is a creative force that we are aligned with at the most fundemental core of our being. Beyond the physical realm. We are creative by nature.

What am I choosing to create in my life?

Where is my focus, my intention? Where are my thoughts? Do I want more of that in my life? Or do I need to change that and focus on what I do want, not on what I dont want?

Intention is powerful.

Magic...Creating....Huum, seredipitous seems to come to mind.

Allowing the free flow of that which is in our lives.

Great discussion!

Magic, serendipity, synchronicity, miracle. I like that word Miracle, it has a grace to it. I think I took a course in that once...

Matt

Crystal Clarity

I always liked the word magic as it congers thoughts of the Magi from Persia traveling to Bethlehem to bring their special gifts and the Ultimate Magician, Jesus who could not only manifest water to wine but raise the dead. I think the term has been "down-graded" and miss-used for so many years it's lost it's true meaning. Yes Andrea, there is Magic in the air!" : )) Enjoy it.

Thank you Mike! My life is magical every day Good to see you and I hope you are well.

Hi There Everyone,

Had a funny example of manifestation in my life. I have found over the last four years or so of being exposed to law of attraction and reciprocation that the application of it in my daily life continues to become more automatic and since joining t.com whatever I put out there to fix or change in my life comes about even faster.

Awhile ago after the 3rd time in a row we had a stressful visit to Wal-Mart which resulted in another virus for the kids I blogged about it being a toxic environment. Discussed how the store always makes me feel stressed out and that it would be worth it to spend more or go to more stores until something changed there.

I stayed away for awhile but last night there was something I needed and it was really my only option. Well to my delighted surprise when I went in, it was literally a different environment. They had done some sort of Spring Cleaning. There were wide open aisles without all those displays in the middle that make everybody act like rats in an over crowded sewer. There were NO middle aisle displays ANYWHERE in the ENTIRE store.

It was like the WalMart of my dreams and everyone there was less hostile, happy and playful even because of this new, cleaner, less cluttered, better organized, wide open environment. I laughed and smiled my entire trip. So thanks t.com for helping me cleanup our local store...lol!

Pretty awesome huh! I mean I know your perception of things affects your experience as well and I always meditate for 5 seconds with my cart before entering the black hole of consumerism. But when the actual physical environment changes to what you attract there is more at work than perception!

Maybe the store manager is a transformer!