Bill Phillip's | Transformation

He Did It Again!

Good Morning Girls!  Friday Morning I left you all with Micah 7:7 As for me, I look to the Lord for help.  I wait confidently for God to save me, and my God will certainly hear me.  I proceeded with my morning as planned (as I planned).  My sister called and at one point she said "you don't sound like you're doing well."  This caught me by surprise because I didn't feel like I wasn't doing well.  What caught me by an even bigger surprise is that I started crying and rattling off all of these things that were heavy on my heart.  I was somewhat stunned because I felt like I have been doing a pretty good job keeping up with life.  I didn't realize I was slipping.  I hung up from her because I couldn't even speak.  I was sobbing.  I mean sobbing like I haven't sobbed in years.  I was crying out to the Lord and saying "It says in your Word Lord that you will hear my cries and you will save me!  I need a little saving here this morning."  I finally felt so exhausted that all I could pray was "please save me".  I so hated feeling contrary to what I knew was true, but I couldn't pull myself up.  I needed help.  Well girls, I will say it every day until my last, God is Good.  God is Faithful.  Within minutes He answered my cries for help.  He answered them using my friend.  In between sobs I happened to look up at my computer and saw that I had a new e-mail.  I opened it up and my friend had forwarded me a prayer devotion(yeah, in the middle of a breakdown I am still intrigued by new mail).  All she had written was I thought you would appreciate this today....... She might as well have signed it: Love God because as I read it, my heart felt lighter and I knew that the Lord had sent this directly to me.  I replied back to her that she had in fact been Spirit led on sending me the message as it was exactly what I needed, and it ministered directly to my heart.  I was able to proceed with my day being reminded that the Lord is working out all of the details.  He knows what I am doing, and what I am in need of.  What was the awesome thing her e-mail contained?  You'll have to wait until tomorrow to find out......... Until then, I want to remind you all again of Gods faithfulness.


Psalm 94:18-19 I cried out, "I am slipping!" but your unfailing love, O Lord, supported me.  When doubts filled my mind, your comfort gave me renewed hope and cheer.

Love you all-
Jen